funny how things work out

so this time I didn't have to blow the candles from a cake or see a shooting star to get what I wanted. I'm happier than I've been in a while. Seriously whoever said second chances don't do anybody any good was dumb. With the right conditions things can work out for the better. Ironically, I met him 3 years ago in a place we prolly won't ever even visit again. I've had my ups && downs w/him && if you knew the whoooole story you'd think it was pretty crazy too.
Those 3 years don't compare to the past month though...Idk if it's the fact that I'm getting old but I can honestly say I'm kinda scared, not of losing him but of this being for real, if that makes any sense. It's just so funny when you look back and see how things worked out.

Sometimes you know right off the bat if something is going to last...this is one of those times. I don't know how long but I know it'll last......Thanx for changing my world. <3

wish you were here.

We don't wish for the easy stuff. We wish for big things. Things that are ambitious, out of reach. We wish because we need help and we're scared and we know we may be asking too much. We still wish, though, because sometimes they come true.

-Meridith (Grey's Anatomy)

prolly one of the best Grey's Anatomy episodes yet....

I wish I got the one thing I've been wishing for, but I'm always too far away && "out of reach"....that && boys suck =P. oh well what u gonna do?!?! can't wait to go back to austin...i'm so much more free!....&& maybe over there things will start to happen ;].....I'm not gonna lie life in the valley is alright, just not all the time. clubbing w/the girls, sleepovers, being w/the family, sleeping till forever, not going to sleep till the morning, getting wisdom teeth taken out && it not beeing too bad =]]

visit me in austin...yes or yes??? we can chill && maybe cuddle if you're lucky